מי השלוח, חלק א, ספר בראשית, לך לך א׳-ג׳ — ד"ה וַיֹּאמֶר ה' אֶל אַבְרָם לֶךְ לְךָ
Mei HaShiloach presents Abram’s departure as an act of radical responsiveness to the divine will, in which the true path cannot be reduced to settled human expectations or prior calculations.
וַיֹּאמֶר ה' אֶל אַבְרָם לֶךְ לְךָ מֵאַרְצְךָ וכו'. כְּתִיב (ישעיה מ"ד,ג') "כִּי אֶצָּק מַיִם עַל צָמֵא וְנוֹזְלִים עַל יַבָּשָׁה", כַּאֲשֶׁר הִתְחִיל אַבְרָהָם אָבִינוּ עָלָיו הַשָּׁלוֹם לְבַקֵּשׁ וּלְחַפֵּשׂ אַחַר שֹׁרֶשׁ הַחַיִּים שֶׁלּוֹ אַחֲרֵי הֲבִינוֹ אֲשֶׁר כָּל חֶמְדַּת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה לֹא יִתָּכְנוּ לְהִקָּרְאוֹת בְּשֵׁם חַיִּים אֲמִיתִּיִּים כִּי כָּל חֶמְדַּת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה הוּא רַק לְהָסִיר טְרָדוֹת וְהַמְּנִיעוֹת וְאַחֲרֵי אֲשֶׁר יִתְבַּטְּלוּ כָּל הַטְּרָדוֹת מַה יִּהְיֶה גּוּף הַחַיִּים אֲשֶׁר עָלָיו נִקְרֵאת הָעוֹלָם, עַל זֶה אָמַר לוֹ הַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרַךְ לֶךְ לְךָ הַיְינוּ לְעַצְמְךָ כִּי בֶּאֱמֶת כָּל דִּבְרֵי הָעוֹלָם הַזֶּה לֹא יִקָּרְאוּ בְּשֵׁם חַיִּים וְעִיקַּר הַחַיִּים תִּמְצָא בְּךָ, (ישעיה מ"א,ט"ז) "וְאַתָּה תָּגִיל בַּה' בִּקְדוֹשׁ יִשְׂרָאֵל תִּתְהַלָּל", זֹאת הוּא הַחַיִּים. וְעַל זֶה נֶאֱמַר בַּמִּדְרָשׁ (בראשית רבה פרשה ל"ט,א') מִי הוּא בַּעַל הַבִּירָה, הֵצִיץ עָלָיו בַּעַל הַבִּירָה וּכְפִי הַנִּרְאֶה הָיָה לוֹ לִכְתּוֹב הֵצִיץ אֵלָיו וְלֹא עָלָיו, אַךְ בִּרְאוֹת אַבְרָהָם אָבִינוּ עָלָיו הַשָּׁלוֹם אֶת עֵסֶק דּוֹר הַפַּלָּגָה זֹאת יִקָּרֵא בְּשֵׁם בִּירָה דּוֹלֶקֶת כִּי הָיָה בְּעֵינָיו לְפֶלֶא מְאֹד וְהִרְעִים בְּנַפְשׁוֹ מִי בָרָא אֵלֶּה, הֵצִיץ עָלָיו בַּעַל הַבִּירָה הַיְינוּ שֶׁהֵשִׁיב לוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא הֲלֹא תִּרְאֶה בְּעַצְמְךָ כִּי לְכָל הָעוֹלָם לֹא יִקְשֶׁה וְאֵין אֶחָד מֵהֶם שָׂם עַל לֵב לֵאמֹר מִי עָשָׂה זֹאת וְאַךְ בְּעֵינֶיךָ יִפָּלֵא, וּמֵהַרְעָמוּת לִבְּךָ תּוּכַל לְשַׁעֵר אֲשֶׁר בְּוַדַּאי נִמְצָא בּוֹרֵא הַסּוֹבֵב כָּל עָלְמִין וּמְמַלֵּא כָּל עָלְמִין וְהוּא הֵעִיר לִבְּךָ וְנַפְשְׁךָ לָזֶה, וְזֶה לְשׁוֹן עָלָיו הַיְינוּ עַל קוּשְׁיָתוֹ שֶׁזֶּה בְּעַצְמוֹ הוּא תֵּירוּץ מַסְפִּיק לְפָנָיו. עוֹד בַּמִּדְרָשׁ רָאָה בִּירָה דּוֹלֶקֶת הִתְחִיל לִשְׁאוֹל תֹּאמַר שֶׁהַבִּירָה הַזֹּאת בְּלִי מַנְהִיג הֵצִיץ עָלָיו בַּעַל הַבִּירָה כו'. הָעִנְיָן בָּזֶה כִּי כַּאֲשֶׁר הִתְחִיל אַבְרָהָם אָבִינוּ לְהִתְבּוֹנֵן בְּהַשִּׁינּוּיִים אֲשֶׁר חֲלִיפוֹת עָבְרוּ עַל הָעוֹלָם בְּדוֹר הַמַּבּוּל וּבְדוֹר הַפַּלָּגָה אָז בָּא לְהַרְעִישׁ בְּלִבּוֹ לְהָבִין מִי בָרָא אֵלֶּה, וֶהֱשִׁיבוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא לֹא כְאֵלֶּה חֵלֶק יַעֲקֹב כִּי דֶּרֶךְ אוּמּוֹת הָעוֹלָם כְּשֶׁרוֹאִין אֵיזֶה שִׁינּוּי בְּהַהַנְהָגָה אָז יַתְחִילוּ לָשׁוּב מִדַּרְכָּם וְיִרְצוּ לְהָבִין, אֲבָל כְּשֶׁהָעוֹלָם מִתְנַהֵג עַל פִּי דֶּרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע אָז אֵין מֵהֶם שָׂם עַל לֵב לְהָבִין, כִּי זֹאת אֵינָם מַאֲמִינִים בְּהַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרַךְ אֲשֶׁר גַּם דֶּרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע הִיא בְּיָדוֹ בְּכָל רֶגַע וּבִלְעָדוֹ אֵין שׁוּם דָּבָר שׁוֹלֵט. אֲבָל חֵלֶק יַעֲקֹב לֹא כְאֵלֶּה כִּי יוֹצֵר הַכֹּל הוּא, הַיְינוּ שֶׁיִּשְׂרָאֵל מַאֲמִינִים שֶׁלּוּלֵא שֶׁהַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרַךְ סוֹבֵל הָעוֹלָם לֹא נִתְקַיְּמָה אַף רֶגַע, וְזֶה כְּשֶׁרָצָה אַבְרָהָם אָבִינוּ עָלָיו הַשָּׁלוֹם לְהַשִּׂיג אֶת בּוֹרְאוֹ עַל פִּי שִׁינּוּי הַטֶּבַע אָמַר לוֹ הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא לֶךְ לְךָ הַיְינוּ לְחֵלֶק יַעֲקֹב שֶׁתַּכִּיר אַף בְּדֶרֶךְ הַטֶּבַע אֶת גְּדֻלַּת הַשֵּׁם יִתְבָּרַךְ. לֶךְ לְךָ מֵאַרְצְךָ. הַיְינוּ מִמְּקוֹמְךָ. לַאֲשֶׁר אאע"ה הָיָה מְדוּגָּל מְאֹד בְּכָל הָעוֹלָם בְּרוֹב חָכְמָתוֹ כִּי לֹא הָיָה בָּעוֹלָם חָכָם כָּמוֹהוּ יוֹדֵעַ בְּכָל הַחָכְמוֹת כְּמַאֲמַר (המדרש) [גמ' יומא כ"ח:] אִצְטַגְנִינוּת יְתֵירָה הָיְתָה בְּלִבּוֹ, וְהוּצְרַךְ לָזֶה בְּיַעַן כִּי הוּא הָיָה הַכְּלִי הָרִאשׁוֹנָה שֶׁעַל יָדוֹ גִּילָּה הקב"ה שְׁכִינָתוֹ בָּעוֹלָם נֶגֶד זֶה נֶאֱמַר לוֹ "לֶךְ לְךָ מֵאַרְצְךָ". "וּמִמּוֹלַדְתְּךָ" הַיְינוּ מֵהַהֶרְגֵּל שֶׁלּוֹ, וְזֶה נִתְנַסָּה בְּפָ' וַיְהִי רָעָב כִּדְאִיתָא בְּמַסֶּ' סוֹפְרִים [פרק כ"א הלכה ט'] שֶׁמַּאֲכָלוֹ הָיָה נֶגֶד ע"ד אֲנָשִׁים וְהָיָה הַצִּיוֻּי מֵהַש"י לְבָרֵר לוֹ בִּבְרִירִין הָאֲכִילָה שֶׁלּוֹ כִּי תּוֹלְדוֹתָיו שֶׁל אאע"ה אֲכִילָתָם מִמָּקוֹם קָדוֹשׁ כִּי מִיּוֹצְאֵי חֲלָצָיו יֵצְאוּ כֹּהֲנִים שֶׁאוֹכְלִים רַק קָדְשֵׁי שָׁמַיִם. "וּמִבֵּית אָבִיךָ", הַיְינוּ שֶׁלֹּא תַבִּיט רַק לְפִי רְאוּת עַיִן אַךְ תַּבִּיט לַשּׁוֹרֶשׁ, וְזֶה נֶגֶד פ' "הִפָּרֶד נָא מֵעָלָי" שֶׁאָמַר לְלוֹט כִּי לוֹט הָיָה חָכָם וְדוֹמֶה בִּקְלַסְתֵּר פָּנִים לְאַבְרָהָם, הַיְינוּ בְּכָל הָעִנְיָנִים עָשָׂה מַעֲשִׂים כְּמוֹ אַבְרָהָם, וְעַל הַמַּעֲשֶׂה לֹא הָיָה נִיכָּר שׁוּם חִילּוּק בֵּינוֹ לְבֵין אַבְרָהָם, אַךְ הַש"י בְּעַצְמוֹ צָפָה וְהֵרִיחַ אֶת מַעֲשָׂיו שֶׁאֵינָם טוֹבִים וְשָׁלַח הֶאָרָה בְּלֵב אַבְרָהָם שֶׁיִּפָּרֵד מֵעָלָיו וְלֹא יַשְׁגִּיחַ עַל חָכְמָתוֹ וְעַל מַעֲשָׂיו, שֶׁאֵינָם מֵעוֹמֶק לִבּוֹ, וּכְמוֹ שֶׁמְּבוֹאָר בַּגְּמָ' ע"פ (הושע י"ד,י') "מִי חָכָם וְיָבֵן אֵלֶּה נָבוֹן וְיֵדָעֵם" וְדָרְשִׁינַן בַּגְּמָ' (נזיר כ"ג.) עַל לוֹט וּבְנוֹתָיו "כִּי יְשָׁרִים דַּרְכֵי ה'", אַף שֶׁכְּפִי הַנִּרְאֶה הָיָה לָהֶם חֶמְדָּה כְּמוֹ לוֹט אֲבִיהֶם וְהַש"י הֵעִיד כִּי אֵינָם כְּחֶמְדַּת אֲבִיהֶם, וְאַף שֶׁעָלָה חִינּוֹ בְּעֵינֵי אַבְרָהָם לְהִתְחַבֵּר עִמּוֹ, וְהַש"י צִוָּה אוֹתוֹ לְהַרְחִיקוֹ מֵעָלָיו. "אֶל הָאָרֶץ אֲשֶׁר אַרְאֶךָּ", זֹאת הִיא כְּנֶגֶד פָּרָשַׁת מְלָכִים, כִּי בְּשָׁם הֶרְאָה לוֹ הַש"י כָּל הַסּוֹדוֹת וְאַף כִּי עַל הַמַּעֲשֶׂה לֹא הָיָה רָאוּי לְהַצִּיל אֶת לוֹט כִּי נוֹלְדוּ מִמֶּנּוּ אח"כ הָאוּמּוֹת הַמְּעִיקִים לְיִשְׂרָאֵל וּמָה גַּם כִּי נִצְטַוּוּ שֶׁלֹּא יָבֹא עַמּוֹנִי וְכוּ' וְנִרְאֶה שֶׁלֹּא נִמְצָא בָּהֶם שׁוּם טוֹב לְקָרְבָם לְיִשְׂרָאֵל, וְהֶרְאָה לוֹ הקב"ה כִּי נְקֵבוֹתֵיהֶם מוּתָּרוֹת מִיָּד וּמֵאִתָּם יָצָא מַלְכוּת דָּוִד וּשְׁלֹמֹה וּכְמוֹ שֶׁיִּתְבָּאֵר שֶׁלֹּא הָלַךְ לְהַצִּיל בִּלְתִּי הַשְּׁתֵּי פְּרֵידוֹת טוֹבוֹת (בבא קמא ל"ח:). "וְאֶעֶשְׂךָ לְגוֹי גָּדוֹל" הוּא נֶגֶד פָּרָשַׁת אָנֹכִי מָגֵן לָךְ שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר לוֹ שָׁם בְּשׂוֹרוֹת הַבָּנִים. "וַאֲבָרְכֶךָ" הוּא נֶגֶד פָּרָשַׁת יִשְׁמָעֵאל. "וַאֲגַדְּלָה שְׁמֶךָ" הוּא נֶגֶד הוֹסָפוֹת ה' עַל שְׁמוֹ כִּי לְאַבְרָהָם נִתּוֹסַף ה' רִאשׁוֹנָה מִשֵּׁם הוי"ה, הַיְינוּ דְּבֵקוּת לְחַיֵּי עוה"ב וּלְיוֹסֵף נִתּוֹסַף ה' אַחֲרוֹנָה הַיְינוּ חָכְמוֹת הִתְנַהֲגוּת עוה"ז כִּדְאִיתָא בַּמִּדְרָשׁ (בראשית רבה פרשה פ"ט,ח') לְכָל אוּמָּה מַעֲמִידִין ה' חֲכָמִים. "וֶהְיֵה בְּרָכָה" הַיְינוּ שֶׁתִּהְיֶה כְּלִי קִיבּוּל לְקַבֵּל כָּל זֹאת בְּכָל פַּעַם יוֹתֵר וְיוֹתֵר וְזֹאת הִיא נֶגֶד פָּרָשַׁת וַיֵּרָא אֵלָיו.
“And God said to Avram, get yourself from your country ….” (Bereshit, 12:1) It is written (Yesahya, 44:3), “When I will pour water on the thirsty, and drip moisture on the dry lands, thus I will pour My Spirit ….” Avraham Avinu began to investigate and seek after the own source of his life, for he realized that it is inconceivable that all the lusts of this world could be called true life, for all worldly desires and lusts only serve to remove the numerous anxieties and obstacles we face. Then once all anxieties are negated, what will be the true core of life upon which the world was created? Concerning this God said to him, “Lech L’cha,” move yourself forward, meaning to yourself, to your true source, for truly all the matters of this world cannot be termed “life,” and the main point of life you shall find in yourself. “You will rejoice in God, in the holy One of Israel you will glory” (Yesahya, 41:16), this is the life. On this it is written in the Midrash (Bereshit Rabba, Ch. 39:1), “Rabbi Yitzchak said a parable. A traveler was passing from place to place, and saw a city burning in flames. He said, ‘shall you say that this city has no master?’ The master of the city glanced upon him and said, ‘I am the master of the city.’ So it was that since our forefather Avraham said, ‘shall you say that this world has no master?’ the Holy One, blessed be He, glanced upon him and said, ‘I am the master of the world.’” At first glance it would seem that the Midrash should have said “He looked unto him,” and not “upon him.” However, when our forefather Avraham saw the actions of the generation of the tower of Babel (who thought they could overthrow God Himself), which is the meaning of the city burning in flames, it was a great wonder in his eyes, and his soul was disturbed from pondering who could create this. Then the master of the city glanced upon him, meaning that the Holy One, blessed be He, answered him, “Do you not see on your own that the whole world is not stumped by this difficulty, and there is not one among them who considered asking who made this. Yet for you it is a wonder. In being so disturbed by this you may estimate that certainly there must be a Creator who suffers the entire world and fills the entire world, and He is the one who awakened your heart to this.” And this is the specific use of “upon you,” meaning that from your very question you yourself managed to come up with a sufficient answer. More on the same Midrash. “He saw a city burning in flames, and began to ask, ‘could it be that this city has no master?’ So the master of the city glanced upon him ….” Concerning this, when Avraham Avinu began to contemplate the great changes that swept the world with the generation of the flood and the generation of the tower of Babel, he then became deeply agitated and had to understand who created these. The Holy One, blessed be He, answered him that the portion of Jacob was different from the rest of the world. It is the way of the nations that when they see a major change in the management of the world, then they begin to amend their ways and want to understand the reason for the change. Yet when the world runs according to the way of nature (without any apparent changes), then none among them take it upon themselves to understand, for they do not believe in God to the extent that the ways of nature are also in His hands. They do not know that without Him nothing has dominion in the world. Yet the portion of Jacob are not like these, for we recognize that He has formed all, meaning that Israel believes that were God not to suffer the world (and all its imperfections), then nothing would be able to exist even for a moment. Thus it is, when Avraham Avinu wanted to apprehend his Creator based on changes in the natural order, God said to him, “Lech L’cha, go forward,” to the portion of Jacob who recognizes that even the natural order of things are a product of God’s greatness. “Go away from your land ….” (Bereshit, 12:1) Meaning, from your place. Avraham Avinu was renowned throughout the entire world for his great wisdom, and there was no other sage like him knowledgeable in all manners of wisdom, as the Midrash states (Gemara Yoma, 28b), “his heart possessed a great knowledge of astronomy [and astrology. All the kings of the east and west would arrive early at his door to inquire about the constellations. See Rashi ad. loc.].” There was a need for this since he was the first vessel that the Holy One, blessed be He, used to reveal His presence in the world, and corresponding to this He said, “Go away from your land [and reveal this new consciousness in the world].” (The verse continues) “And from your place of birth,” in other words, to get away from his habits, and in this he was tested with the incident, “and there was a famine …” (Bereshit 12:10). This is as it is written in the small tractate Sofrim (Ch. 21, halacha 9), “[Avraham was as tall as seventy-four men] and he ate as much as seventy-four men.” This command of God was in order for to thoroughly refine the way he ate, for the later generations of Avraham Avinu would eat in a place of holiness, as among his descendants would be the Cohanim in the Holy Temple who ate only from the kodshei shamayim, the holy sacrifices. “From your father’s house.” In other words, not to look at the way things seem at first glance but rather into the root of the matter. This corresponds to the whole incident of “please separate from me,” which he said to Lot (to resolve the conflict between the shepherds of Avraham and the shepherds of Lot). Lot was very similar to Avraham in appearance, which means that in any situation Lot acted like Avraham (on the surface). Then God Himself looked and “smelled” his actions, which were not good, and accordingly enlightened Avraham’s heart so he knew he had to separate from him, not to heed his wisdom or actions, for they are not coming from the depth of his heart. This is like the Gemara’s explanation of the verse (Hoshea, 14:10), “Who is wise and will understand these things? Who is brilliant enough to know them? For the ways of God are direct and honest …” (Nazir, 23a), “concerning Lot and his daughters, ‘for the ways of God are straightforward.’” Even though it seemed that they had lust like their father Lot, God testified that it was not like the lust of their father, and even though it was favorable in Avraham’s eyes to be connected to Lot, God commanded him to distance himself from him. “To the land which I will show you” corresponds to the section dealing with the wars of the Canaanite kings, for there God showed him all the secrets. It would seem that he should not have saved Lot, for the nations that would later oppress Israel would come from his descendants, and further we are commanded, “an Ammonite shall not enter into congregation …” It seems as if nothing good would come out of their association with Israel. The Holy One, blessed be He, showed him that their women would be permitted immediately, and from their offspring would come the kingdom of David and Shlomo, as is explained that he only went to save two “virtuous fledglings” (Ruth and Naomi, compared to the fledglings that a woman who gave birth would offer in the Temple. Lot’s daughters would give birth to Moab, and thus Ruth, and then King David’s line. Baba Batra, 38b). “And I will make you a great nation” corresponds to the section that announces that he will have children, where it says, “I will be a shield for you.” “And I will bless you” corresponds to the section on Yishmael. “And I will make your name great” corresponds to the additional Hei added in his name. The first Hei in the Tetragrammaton was added to Avraham’s name, and it signifies cleaving to the life of the world to come. Whereas added to Yoseph’s name (Yehoseph) was the second Hei in God’s name, which signifies the wisdom of conduct in this world, as is said in the Midrash (Bereshit Rabba, Ch. 89:8), “five [hei] sages are established in each nation.” “And it shall be for a blessing” means that he will be a vessel of reception to receive more and more each time, and this corresponds to the beginning of the next Parsha, “Vayeira eilav,” “And God appeared unto him.”